Tuesday Midnight Madness

***when the rest of the world is sleeping, i am here counting pc keyboard strikes**

Bullshit! I am suppose to be in the middle of this spontaneous hardcore work-related writing when this f#^?ing toothache (“teethache”) strikes back again. A few minutes ago, I drank my fifth 500-mg pain reliever for the day. This is a nightmare. I have a deadline to beat tomorrow morning but this overwhelming pain is eating so much attention…grrrrr…I cannot even open my mouth wide-full. Both upper and lower pre-molar teeth are in pain. Both are adjacent with each other that when I close my mouth, it kisses each other. I am loosing my precious teeth. I am in pain. I am so anxious over these deadlines. I cannot eat chocolate (to pull me out from this distress) as of the moment because my molars hurt. Got no more 3-in-1 coffee packs here to keep me going. I am invalidly whining. I just want to sleep and roll on my bed but time is warning me against time. My momentum for analytic writing had just waned at this second and I am back with my senseless random thoughts. I am now trying very hard to resurface from this scary abyss but I just cannot do it. I am really getting old, I guess.

What makes tooth cavities so important that it had to be created in the first place??? Enlighten me.

If Begets If

If darkness speaks of lost…

If rainbow speaks of colors and wonder…

If coffee speaks of accompaniment…

If road speaks of direction…

If rainfall speaks of retreat…

If tears speak of both pain and joy…

If hugs speak of comfort...

If occasions speak of warmth...

If time speaks of now…

And distance speaks of patience…

Then, what does my heart speak of?

Needs Attention

It was a boring ride...until i reached this junction and saw this traffic light. This one really made me laugh...

to hold on or to let go?